♔ Sugarloaaaaaf
posted on Thursday, July 28, 2011 @ 9:04 PM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
First operation at sugarloaf tmr!
Indoor captain.....lol
Just read through the email sent by my fellow ssm groupmate.
And i swear he is DAMN JOKER PLS!!!!
Hahahaha laughed like mad while reading.
He even included a confidentiality statement at the end of the mail.
Plus, not forgetting the title of the mail :
' 101 ways into becoming a perfect indoor captain by sherman chong'
._.
my only wish is to let time fly. please. let it be the hols sooon.
♔ You don't.
posted on Sunday, July 24, 2011 @ 1:19 PM | 1 comment(s) | add a comment.
It feels as though my hopes/expectations are all emptied out.
And it spells disappointment.
Disappointment hurts.
Hellaa lots.
Especially when it comes from someone whom you thought will care. the most.
Okay, maybe not.
Now i don't even dare to expect anymore.
Sometimes, it's not about the things you say that hurts more.
It's about the things you don't.
Thats hurts most.
Issue's not settled yet sighh.
Seriously don't wanto repeat my sem/gpa depleting to a 1.0 from a 3.46.
Cause of this absolutely, ridiculous, frivolous small, minor matter.
Seriously....
Been at the brink of depression due to this idiotic, horrid incident.
Just imagine the feeling i had when my SSM instructor said : "You only have 4 more sessions to go..."
I was like..." Yeaaa right, i dont even know if it really will be the last 4 sessions,for me.."
:/
Nevertheless, God sent an angel throughout this midst of time.
To help me pull through this horrid period.
From a person whom i never did really know beforehand.
Which the more makes it....hard to believe.
If someone whom i don't even know actl cared/noticed so much about me, why.....
pfft, nevermind.
♔ God will make a way.
posted on Tuesday, July 19, 2011 @ 9:36 PM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
Worst day ever.Never ever did I thought it would occur to me someday.
And it was just a mere thought of helping a friend.
Cried the hardest.
I still think i'm in a dream. nightmare.
And when i wake up, everything will be alright again.
Will never ever do that again.
Phobia.
Stunned by the normalcy of the day around me.
Shouldn't the world stop?
Don't they know what has happened to me?
But the world did not stop.
It took no notice at all.
Hope that by the next post, everything will be alright.
God will make a way, when there seems to be no way.
He works in ways we cannot see.
He will make a way for me.
He will be my guide, hold me closely to His side.
With love and strength for each new day, He will make a way.
He will make a way.
♔ Wishes
posted on Sunday, July 17, 2011 @ 10:39 PM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
Everything went well, much better than i expected.
Thanks God <3
Maiden attempt at being wardrobe for a play/storm for church SF dayyyyy!
hahahha funnnnnn :D
Reaaaally lethargic max.
Gonna crash now.
Last but not least,
A BIG BIG THANKYOU TO KAI LEE, SI EN & DENISE
for coming down to my church to support me on saturday for my church's event! <3
manymany lovesssss!
And not forgetting our daily laughter fits! it never fails (:
love you guys.
♔ WTF.
posted on Saturday, July 16, 2011 @ 11:01 AM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
All you know is to scold me.
What's wrong with being myself?
I don't know anymore.....
♔ Like Always...
posted on Monday, July 11, 2011 @ 9:22 PM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
See the big cup of starbucks there?
Yeaaa, represents the overwhelming amount of work i've
Or rather, the amount of stress i've
And the teddy bear?
Me, almost ready to get buried under the heap of work/tests/presentations/rehearsals.
Life's so hectic. Can't even take a breather.
I just hope i can survive this week.
OTL.
♔ Do you?
posted on Friday, July 8, 2011 @ 9:48 PM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
Sleeping is good.
For that few precious hours...
Nothing's bothering you.
Nothing's on your mind.
Everything just instantly vanish into....thin air.
Enuff said, it's just an escape from reality.